That's why I was called to create Soul Leap in my 20's. I had no idea how I was going to pull it off. Leaving my comfy corporate job to start a business with little to no knowledge of the 'how' was scary. And yet, there was this pull inside of me that was so loud I could not ignore it:
It was louder than the voices of concern, louder than the criticism. Louder than the voices of fear cautioning me to keep my security and not take the risk.
I did it anyway.
I had to, because even though I was still learning so much about my evolution in this lifetime, I just knew I was meant to help others connect to their truth and live an evolved life. To live a life filled with Soul Leaps.
If I could sum up in one word one of the qualities about myself that's given me so much room to play is my ability to be BRAVE. Here are some of the little and not so little life lessons that make up my story (all of which required me to be - you guessed it BRAVE). I share a longer version of these life lessons further down if you are enjoying the read and want more ; ).
As early as I can remember I wanted to transform. I wanted to grow. I wanted to know. I wanted to understand, and I wanted to see the world. I didn’t want to miss a wave and I yearned for spiritual connection and alignment with the universe.
I had an unconventional childhood. I attribute these circumstances to an ingrained empathy and curiosity about the human condition that permeates my engagements with clients and informs my life.
At the age of 2 my family took on the role of primary care givers for 12 Schizophrenics.
I had to learn how to survive and feel safe despite my outside reality.
I learned a deep sense of compassion and acceptance for others. I learned about peace and creating a peaceful state within as well as chaos and how those two ends of a spectrum are always just a breath apart. I learned that you must forgive in your life to be happy. Especially forgive yourself for what you can’t control, for what you tried, for who you had to be to survive.
I learned about suspending the voice of judgement and allowing the heart to be open, that everyone has a story and deserves to be seen without the veil of opinion.
I learned about the unending value of love and how this virtue can truly change everything. And everything it did.
My Mother has a gift, anyone that knows her sees it and feels it from the moment they connect with her. She sees right into you. She knows you. She is you.
I have also inherited this gift. I don’t know what else to call it, so I call it a gift. What I know is I can feel you like I am you which gives me the ability to touch your sorrow and celebrate your joy on a level that opens a revealing awareness of knowing.
I have known things about people that I can’t explain. I know and I don’t know why I know. This information is invaluable as it points to your greatest learning, and it sets you free from your suffering, usually that suffering coming in the form of self-blame and self-shame. (we all have aspects of this as it is part of the human condition).
The challenge of this for my own life has shown up in the partners I have chosen to love. Most of whom needed my gift. I didn’t have the discernment when I was younger to understand this and choose differently.
I didn’t have children and I attribute this to the fact that I mothered others that didn’t have them or needed healing in this soul energy of Mother. Most of who again where my romantic partners.
One of my great lessons from my soul workbook is to understand this difference and make this distinction to manifest the most evolved loving relationship I deserve. And be nurtured back with the same light and love I shine out. My Husband and I are mirroring one another and showing up for this rewarding and challenging journey.
There's more to share but what I really care about is YOU and your story. Let me help you uncover and decode what learning is on your door step so you can feel the peace, love and freedom you deserve.